|
|
|
|
|
|
Profile
Personal Photo
Rating
Options
Personal Statement
Sometimes all we can do is love everything, even our pain..
Personal Info
CookItUp
Been Cook'ified
17 years old
Female
Carlsbad,California
Born Dec-3-1994
Interests
Boys,Girls, Soccer, writing, skateboarding,drumming,sk iing, hangin out with friends, listening to my ipod,watching movies,God, church,computers,my dogs, anything that has to do with music and tv production.
I love finding the beauty in people and seeing how different it is compared to others in its own way. :) Other Information
Real Name: No Information
Statistics
Joined: 14-August 08
Profile Views: 417*
Last Seen: 11th October 2011 - 06:16 PM
Local Time: May 22 2012, 01:38 AM
75 posts (0.05 per day)
Contact Information
soccerbuddy339
No Information
No Information
No Information
* Profile views updated each hour
|
Topics
Posts
Comments
Friends
My Content
10 Oct 2011
Hey guys so it's been a while since i've been on here!! (: haha it's probably been years but my love for david still lives and never ends!! I actually just wanted to ask if anybody was going to the concert in san diego to see David or if anybody wants to? Because basically what happened is that my mom and I bought 2 tickets for ourselves and she wanted to surprise me with meet and greet tickets to see David but she accidently bought the Gavin DeGraw Bundle or whatever which gives us an extra ticket and a meet and greet pass and all that stuff. But on top of that, I just bought a meet and greet pass to meet David myself. haha A little bit of a messy situation but basically we have an extra ticket...I think it's C2 row 4 seat 14 or whatever, something like that. I'll give it to anyone for free who wants it for their friend or who just can't seem to affod to go. Andd, I'll give the extra meet and greet pass to someone as well but I'm not sure if it's the same meet and greet pass to meet David? Either way it includes a VIP package and I really wanna give it to a person who truly loves David and what better way than to ask a person on here so I know that you're a real fan. Because people at my school don't care for him and I want someone who does. He's our hero! (: So you can just reply on here and let me know! thanks guys.
- Brittany (:
10 Oct 2011
Hey guys so it's been a while since i've been on here!! (: haha it's probably been years but my love for david still lives and never ends!! I actually just wanted to ask if anybody was going to the concert in san diego to see David or if anybody wants to? Because basically what happened is that my mom and I bought 2 tickets for ourselves and she wanted to surprise me with meet and greet tickets to see David but she accidently bought the Gavin DeGraw Bundle or whatever which gives us an extra ticket and a meet and greet pass and all that stuff. But on top of that, I just bought a meet and greet pass to meet David myself. haha A little bit of a messy situation but basically we have an extra ticket...I think it's C2 row 4 seat 14 or whatever, something like that. I'll give it to anyone for free who wants it for their friend or who just can't seem to affod to go. Andd, I'll give the extra meet and greet pass to someone as well but I'm not sure if it's the same meet and greet pass to meet David? Either way it includes a VIP package and I really wanna give it to a person who truly loves David and what better way than to ask a person on here so I know that you're a real fan. Because people at my school don't care for him and I want someone who does. He's our hero! (: So you can just reply on here and let me know! thanks guys.
- Brittany (:
4 Jan 2009
Alright so something hit me last night, and I wanted to write. I was laying down in my bed texting my friend when all the sudden I began thinking of a letter to write to David. All the words came to me, in a quick shock, and I had to write them down. I'm posting it tonight, in fear of response, but because the little voice in my head is telling me to. I'm not for certain if I should send it or not and I know I don't post often. I'm mainly busy but I do like to come here and post what i've written David not to get attention, but because I like opinions and I like sharing. I must warn you, it's a bit deep, like me, but see for yourself and form your own thought. I apologize I have not edited yet, some parts are probably messed up but i'll fix that tomorrow morning when I rise.
Dearest David, I don't want to be another normal fan to you yet I don't want you to wonder about my existence. I know each and every one of us our special in our own way and I can only hold so much meaning to anything. What i've realized is every fan's intention is not so much to grab you into their life and take you through step by step in the areas you have touched them. That is never the case, at least rarely, but most fans deepest wish is when you look at them to see more than just what is obvious because there's more than enough love in on the surface, but what is within is what will connect you to that innermost, divine love that makes the moment intense with emotion. I've messed up so much and I don't want to do the wrong action or say any word that will fall short of the fact you are only human with a gift that happens to be known. I have a dream, David, a dream of being able to touch people who have touched me before the opportunity slips away and leaves me feeling empty with guilt. I want to make sure I don't overwhelm anybody- to make sure it's not too much but not too little. I want balance. Not the perfection of gratitude. But temporary understanding of heart, if you will. I also have a dream to work in the music business and compose music with those I have a connection with. Maybe it's just a short-term desire, but I know my heart. I sense my future and there's been something about you that has grasped my life and you've made it inevitable. I'm aware you're famous. I get the fact you've performed on many popular tv shows, travel to many areas and get recognized everywhere but to me that doesn't matter. I don't care. I do care how you're feeling and how it's affecting you but I don't see you as an untouchable person, as if you're up higher in the world with incredible benefits. I look at you as what you say you are and what you come off to be, but I look for something deeper, knowing the touch of your skin, the words off your lips are no different than a normal person walking alone on a the street of a city. I think of you in no brighter light. All I see is you and the possibility to love and be loved. You dedicating that song to me wasn't necessary because I felt it wasn't what you personally wanted. I dislike it when people do things just to make me happy. But I like to think the nice gesture you did was an indicator of what was to come for me and my life...whatever the reason, whatever the discovery. It's overtaken my dreams into one ultimate goal I can't seem to let go of. You are somebody who keeps me believing and alive enough to find the proper purpose and impact. I bet i'm sounding stupid and like an unreal girl who just turned fourteen. I can't imagine the things people have said to you, though...the ideas and wonders can be endless. I hate to sound crazy or absurd or like i'm trying to befriend you with my deep, kind words. That is not my point nor my wish I desire to proclaim every night in prayer. At times I find my heart more open to you because you seem to be real, and not a pretending fool though sometimes, for the sake of things, you have to lie and cover up. Regardless people don't find you engaging just because of your voice and you know that but there's an amazing spirit about your presence. It throws sparks around people's hearts. It flutters a fantastic boom of awe. Not like a statue, not like a God, but like an untouched gem. I hope i'm making sense here- sometimes my analogies aren't exactly dead-on or understandable. In all truth if you weren't in my life i'd find someone just as great to inspire me, but yet...something tells me the greatness of a person doesn't matter. It's more of the connection of the heart and the pathway it leads you down, whatever the astounding brilliance or horriying sight. The amount of love that is given and received is from how much you believed in the beauty of every moment you lived, in the heat of your passion and in the annoyance of chaos. My love for you David is like many. I'm not in love with you, but you have done a number on me with your existence on this earth as a human being and the way God decides to lift up your soul. It mesmorizes me, it influences the inch of my step and the love in my heart. It grips the passion and sets it loose to an even higher soar. My love is not so much a desperate want that I long for you to know...it's a beautiful feeling that gives joy to my life in the most unexpected places. I always wonder how you do it..how you can act so humble and show your emotions so calmy and gracefully, as if it pained you everywhere but you refused to let it in it because you loved us, because you loved what you do. That in itself is incredible, David. And yeah sure people have the capability to do it but there's something you add to it...it's the way you do it..yet I refuse to question it. I still lack experience with the world and its people. I'm not stupid though I am very unsure on how to not get lost and do a wrong at every turn I encounter. But don't we all have a bit of doubt?.. I wondered if it was because you didn't put any effort into the importance of your dream and gift..you let it come in all shapes, sizes, and ways through the hearts of the broken, the together, and the needy. And it made you happy and touched you all the same, but gave you a different story..a new perspective that gave you wisdom when you already have your own. You didn't let it fall short below your heart either, you put it in looking up to be engaged in even more love, as surreal as it was and was overly amazing it felt. Your diligence and humbleness proved to be the most visible site in every moment, in every person that longed to see you standing on that stage, anywhere...everywhere you longed to be. And it didn't have be because you loved us, you had your other reasons, because there's much more than having a dream come true and being able to love and be loved. It's what's in love, what's in the dream, and what people did with everything that was given and received. I can surely tell you- i've packed everything tight in the most special memory I can. If it becomes my greatest treasure it's because I desired it. But we'll see about you, we'll see about other people.. I never know what i'm going to see when I see you. Each and every time something happens that touches me even more and inspires me to change. It's not a long process either, it's automatic. Sometimes that's just way life goes..it hands you things to run with and to live with when you're still figuring everything out and in the end that becomes your most inspiring source on how to learn to smile and laugh again. I feel something rise in my heart when I think of you. It sets this glow in front of me that is impossible to ignore only because when somebody means something to you, it shows off all types of hope before you in fantastic ways. I don't fear to look at you when you're far away, but when you're up close, before me, that's when the connection builds up and lets go in front of me and I speak and I speak and I speak or all words fail. Or I choose just three simple words instead: I love you. And I mean it, David Cook. Everyone does because things don't come around too often that sweep you off your feet into an experience that actually means something more to you than just a passing glance and a one-night gig. I can promise you that, and I promise you that you're going to go places, you already have, but there's something waiting out there waiting for you beyond your expectations of what you've already lived. The love can only be felt and shown in so many ways before you run out of words that express it. Sure, it's there in your heart, but the way it can all come back to you again..is way it all began...before American Idol, before anything else....home. I don't do much, I pretend like I don't care and nor to I pray as much as i'd like, but since i've met you or at least known you've existed I have found myself doing everything in my power to change somebody the way you've changed me. I mean it not to scare you or to overwhelm your very mind, but to give even more meaning to your heart and to the dream that will only deepen your passion and love. I understand you say 'it's just the beginning' when really you were doing something important before you found American Idol- you were preparing yourself, your heart was anxiously waiting, to reach the destiny ahead because it knew it already had it in it. I don't mean to educate/inform you on things you already know...i'm not trying to force thoughts upon you in an unsettled way. All i'm saying in this letter, on this very day, and forever in my heart, is that you have done something to people..and this world. You can expect it to go limited places, or you can expect you to go as far as your eyes can see in the impact you have created, through many other ways than just your voice. But that too, is also a blessing and made you blessed. sincerely somebody you've simply inspired, Brittany P.s. May you be blessed with what makes you personally happy through the worst and best of times. You will always have a piece of every road you've been on. And one more thing- thank you for touching the magnificent people you have with being who you are as an artist and as an indiviual to this world alone. Of course, there's more to who you are than the fact that you touch us, but that's something that has formed the love, that has inspired us to continue with you in your dream.
17 Nov 2008
Hey guys- first of all I hope you are doing well.
The song is drowning your pain as you feel it all hit home His voice is like a beatiful echo telling you you're not alone.. It's telling you you're beautiful and that someone understands And when when no one seems to love you, there's always a place to stand.. All you can think to yourself is what an inspiration, what an engaging heart.. Everything is spreading far and wide You're on this journey looking into his eyes.. His dream is becoming more apparent, more alive and real And you pray within the night no one forgets what is home That everyone remembers the first passion that collided into our souls The first touch, the first look, and how much it shook the hell before us and gave us a new home and friend.. He became so automatic, always available and it swept everyone away... Oh how the good things in life never seemed to end when we melted within his glory and he melted within our love It was like seeing stars, it was like seeing what laid above.. You feel his song burn your eyes, you feel it reaching inside that one spot in your heart.. You can't express anything other than saying three words out of breath," I love you.." If God didn't created beautiful then words would always fail.. Everything would run dead and frail.. He's reassuring in this life of forgotten promises, bringing color back to those who are living in black and white.. Liftting them higher and higher with his song of those who struggled to see the light through the darkness of where they lost everything.. He's just a man redeeming everything in his path.. Pouring water out on the heated rath.. He's caressing your heart with all that he feels..piercing the hurting areas with an inevitable connection.. Giving back your voice, giving back your life.. Gently forming a spark of love again that you can always hold on to in this world of where there's hands slipping everywhere and constant reminders of pain.. Here's your precious secret... Through all the imperfections you have, through all of what you can give and take.. There's amazing feelings that can impact you through what you put at stake.. You can give yourself away to the world or you can give yourself away to your heart And your answer stirs clearly in front of his beautiful face.. He's sharing his songs with you one by one.. He's giving you some sort of comfort through his lyrics that you can still find faith in what you're throwing away.. He can make you feel wrapped up in a hug under a blanket looking at the stars, watching his dream... Vision yourself praying one last time into the night telling another lost heart about him.. Whispering to that scared, shaking face.. "Listen to him..rest your head.. Hear his voice, hear the words that are being said.. And look him in the eye." There is no interuptions as you sense the song ending.. It ends in one beautiful, peace as you close your eyes.. You feel rested and safe listening the next song that occurs... And then you're caught in another session of tears, remembering his love and remembering his dream.. Discovering simple, amazing words that cling on to your heart on the last string.. "Just hear him sing..just hear him sing.." The song is drowning into your pain as you feel it all hit home His voice is like a beatiful echo telling you you're not alone.. It's telling you you're beautiful and that someone understands And when when no one seems to love you, there's always a place to stand.. All you can think to yourself is what an inspiration, what an engaging heart.. It's so beautiful..please have it never break a part Because you love him..because you love him...
25 Oct 2008
sorry..i have deleted this due because i feel it was the right thing to do.
anyways.. DAVID COOK IS AMAZING. I don't even remember actually posting what I said last night which is weird. I woke up, came on here, and was like wtf?! So.. yeah. |
Last Visitors
Comments
CookRockLove
Geez, it's SEPTEMBER, we should have been friends on here in like, JUNE! I love yah Britt! 27 Sep 2008 - 15:38 |
|
Lo-Fi Version | Time is now: 22nd May 2012 - 12:38 AM |