Thoughts And Prayres For David

A few days ago at "Race for a Cure" David Cook announced that his brother Adam finally passed away after years of struggling with brain cancer. Though sad, he said and i quote: "There is no place I rather be"

I was recently contemplating on the thought that "Permanent" is one of my least favorite songs on the album. It's a beautiful song filled with so much emotion, but what makes me said is that when I hear it I don't feel anything. You see my father died of leukemia two years ago, three days after my high school graduation. I never really had a good relationship with him, he was a real jerk and he was engaged to a woman 10x worse than him for about nine years. He never married her because he wanted me to apologize to her and mean it (which I couldn't because she was emotional abusive). I didn't feel anything when he died. I didn't cry at his funeral, and i still haven't.

Does that make me a bad person? Whenever I hear the song I can't help but wonder. David was so close with his brother and I feel horrible for him. I felt bad when my friends mom died. Why can't i feel sad for my own father? Anyway I hope David is okay, and my thoughts are with him

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