Original Barbasol

I came across this today and thought that you guys might like to hear what the song originally sounded like. very simiar, mostly just different lyrics.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnqyclnBjGM

When Andy Accepts My Request.....

this is what the band does to me my conversation with my offline friend about how andy skib (yes its actually him) accepted my friend request on myspace. I banter **chuckles at smart word choice** about how andy will introduce me to david and, ahhh its funny. ohh and sorry if there are any spelling errors. i was freaking outas you can tell.


sockmonkey249 (6:32:17 PM): andy skib!
Auto-response: pinkytoes916 is not available (6:32:18 PM)
walmart...woo
sockmonkey249 (6:32:31 PM): ahh stupid walmart i need to scream!!!!
sockmonkey249 (6:32:37 PM): aHHYHHHHH IM ANDSY SKIbSA FRIENdS
sockmonkey249 (6:32:41 PM): OMGGGGGGGG
sockmonkey249 (6:33:12 PM): **deep breath** ok im andy skibs friend omg he acccepted my request omg omg omg omg omg

sockmonkey249 (6:33:22 PM): omg that means he saw my picture awwwww
sockmonkey249 (6:33:27 PM): yaayayayayayayayayayaaaayyyyyyyyyyy
sockmonkey249 (6:34:34 PM): omg hes online now
sockmonkey249 (6:34:39 PM): omg i could talk to him
sockmonkey249 (6:34:47 PM): omg im not going to cuz im scared
sockmonkey249 (6:35:39 PM): omg im online when he is
sockmonkey249 (6:35:40 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:35:41 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:35:42 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:35:48 PM): im going to scream
sockmonkey249 (6:35:52 PM): AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sockmonkey249 (6:38:23 PM): haha ur gonna get home and see all these messages (:
sockmonkey249 (6:39:25 PM): omg he is online
sockmonkey249 (6:39:32 PM): omg omg
sockmonkey249 (6:39:43 PM): omg wat if hes looking at my prof
sockmonkey249 (6:39:47 PM): ok i know hes not but
sockmonkey249 (6:39:48 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:39:49 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:39:51 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:39:57 PM): wat if davids with him
sockmonkey249 (6:40:04 PM): they're breezing through all his friends
sockmonkey249 (6:40:11 PM): and hes like yea i just added her
sockmonkey249 (6:40:19 PM): and then theyll click on it
sockmonkey249 (6:40:24 PM): and david will be like wow
sockmonkey249 (6:40:26 PM): shes cool
sockmonkey249 (6:40:43 PM): im gonna someohow find her number and call her and get her front row tickets to a concert
sockmonkey249 (6:40:53 PM): and then well meet and be bff's 4eversockmonkey249 (6:41:02 PM): omg i cant believe hes online
sockmonkey249 (6:41:05 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:41:16 PM): at this exact momet he is on the computer and so am i
sockmonkey249 (6:41:21 PM): omg i wnder what hes doing
sockmonkey249 (6:41:37 PM): wait can he like see if im viewing his profile?i dont want to seem stalkerich
sockmonkey249 (6:41:37 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:41:41 PM): *stalkerish
sockmonkey249 (6:41:43 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:41:52 PM): m going to look at hisprofile
sockmonkey249 (6:41:54 PM): *im
sockmonkey249 (6:42:17 PM): i could literally talk to him if i wanted to
sockmonkey249 (6:42:20 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:43:13 PM): hmm thats weird it says hes online but the thing where i can im them says no ones on when not only is andy on but some of my other friends are on
sockmonkey249 (6:43:16 PM): ahhhhhhh
sockmonkey249 (6:43:29 PM): im not gonna talk to him anyway hed be like "who is this?"
sockmonkey249 (6:43:41 PM): but then hed no i was awesome so it would all be ok
sockmonkey249 (6:43:51 PM): and then hed introduce me to david and the band
sockmonkey249 (6:44:27 PM): and then we'd all be best friends
sockmonkey249 (6:44:41 PM): id be sure to introduce them to jill and shell join our best friend group
sockmonkey249 (6:44:46 PM): ad i could set you up woth neal
sockmonkey249 (6:44:59 PM): *and i could set you up with neal
sockmonkey249 (6:45:07 PM): haha ud be cute together
sockmonkey249 (6:45:19 PM): to bad hes uhhhh 12 years older than you
sockmonkey249 (6:45:27 PM): well thats nopt that bad
sockmonkey249 (6:45:31 PM): *notsockmonkey249 (6:45:59 PM): wow i sure hope this isnt liek making noise, u know likek makign a loud noise through ur computer
sockmonkey249 (6:46:10 PM): cuz id feel bad if i was disturbing ur family
sockmonkey249 (6:46:19 PM): omg hes still online
sockmonkey249 (6:46:43 PM): awww he has michael jackson stuff on his playlist
sockmonkey249 (6:46:55 PM): im listeng to it
sockmonkey249 (6:47:02 PM): Man in the Mirror
sockmonkey249 (6:47:46 PM): aww all the band is in his top friends
sockmonkey249 (6:47:55 PM): hes so sweet
sockmonkey249 (6:48:05 PM): well actually they all have it liek that
sockmonkey249 (6:48:32 PM): too bad david doesnt have a personal profiel (he only has the official one that is like run by the company i think)
sockmonkey249 (6:48:45 PM): because god only knows how much id be freaking out
sockmonkey249 (6:49:12 PM): lol
sockmonkey249 (6:50:54 PM): he is still online
sockmonkey249 (6:51:31 PM): goodness what these men do to me
sockmonkey249 (6:51:57 PM): omg at one point i was like 5 feet from him
sockmonkey249 (6:52:03 PM): omg
sockmonkey249 (6:52:13 PM): ok im gonna stop bothering you
sockmonkey249 (6:52:15 PM): byeeee

LOL, gawshhh...

A Hero Lost (song For David)

I wrote this song about david's loss, and how he has to deal with all the pain. it isnt the best song i've written, but its still very meaningful.


3 a.m and sleep won't come
Blood-shot eyes and a defective heart
No comfort can be found
Blank faces show no fear
But behind closed doors
his soul lay exposed

*Stumbling, falling
He tries to get back to his feet
A hero lost
all hopes shattered
and this time there's no one to pick up the pieces left behind*

When the Curtain closes, agony takes over
paralyzed by pain he struggles to mend
A fallen savior
A noble try was made, in a fight for a life
Lost in his cloak of false reality
all appears to be unscathed, but the scars run deeper

*Stumbling, falling
He tries to get back to his feet
A hero lost
all hopes shattered
and this time there's no one to pick up the pieces left behind*


A tear runs down his stain glass face
as the temporary tears vanish, a fragil soul is left wide open
wounds are meant to heal, but some stay untouched

*Stumbling, falling
He tries to get back to his feet
A hero lost
all hopes shattered
and this time there's no one to pick up the pieces left behind*


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comments please

R.I.P-A.C

Bled Dry

hey guys! Ok, this ong means so much to me. I wrote it right after i told my old best friend that i didnt want to be bff's anymore. Unlike my otjher songs, this song took me at most and hour to write because the words just poured out. PLEASE READ THIS B4 CONTINUING:the line where i talk about cuts on my wrist please no that i am NOT emo, nor will i EVER be. it just fir in the song. other than that, enjoyy.

BLED DRY
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Your last words
They burn my ears
"I'm sorry" you scream
but i try not to hear

Afraid to turn
For the fear that you'll stab me again
The words pour out
But I'm already bled dry

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Your sins are etched on my heart
You're the reason i cant forget that
True friends are bound
To leave you, when you're drowning
Bleed you, till the cuts on my wrists seem so small
The tears run dry
the words escape:
Goodbye
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The last 5 years
Just press delete
I've spent so much time healing inconsolable wounds
that i know time won't heal

Judging eyes dont give you second chances
So Don't get caught with the blood in your hands
But I guess its too late for you

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Your sins are etched on my heart
You're the reason i cant forget that
True friends are bound
To leave you, when you're drowning
Bleed you, till the cuts on my wrists seem so small
The tears run dry
the words escape:
Goodbye
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How was i so naive
to think that you ever really loved me
the scars run deep
but the pain runs deeper

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Your sins are etched on my heart
You're the reason i cant forget that
True friends are bound
To leave you, when you're drowning
Bleed you, till the cuts on my wrists seem so small
The tears run dry
the words escape:
Goodbye
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comments plz
<3

Somber

finally! it's done, it actually only took me a couple days. but i have been busy, and just kinda pushed songs aside. and then one day i just was playing guitar, and all my emotion came out and i realized how much song writing helps me cope with my "issues"...enjoy my new song!

Somber

The impact of your blows, is an everlasting side effect
Is it possible to hide my imperfect heart behind this smile painted on my face?
I'll cry in the rain, so my tears wont show
But, does my mascara streaked face say enough?

Where do I go from here?
Such a somber scene,
My head against the wall.
choking on my own dignity
I fall to my knees.
Don't try to hide the pride I see in your eyes.
Does it make you proud to have left me so impotent?
Such a somber scene,
me and you.

I'm vulnerable, but you know.
its time i stop grieving
i can't change the broken promises
the scars are more than skin-deep

Where do I go from here?
Such a somber scene,
My head against the wall.
choking on my own dignity
I fall to my knees.
Don't try to hide the pride I see in your eyes.
Does it make you proud to have left me so impotent?
Such a somber scene,
me and you.

**BRIDGE**

I'm bleeding (bleeding), but what do you care.
I'm too battered and weak to take another punch.
I've been suffering for far too long
To care
how you feel
Because by now it doesnt even matter

Where do I go from here?
Such a somber scene,
My head against the wall.
choking on my own dignity
I fall to my knees.
Don't try to hide the pride I see in your eyes.
Does it make you proud to have left me so impotent?
Such a somber scene,
me and you.


comments much appreciated! i may write guitar guitar chords to go with this so keep checking up for updates!