This is about a friend I used to have. We were pretty close, he went to H.S. with my boyfriend and I had a little crush on him...you'll understand more after you read.

Comments please!! I'm not sure if all the lines flow together well...



I hate the way I feel, when I look into your face.
I hate that pain inside; a loss I can’t replace.
I hate how you stopped calling almost a year ago.
I hate how I still miss you, when I should have let you go.

I hate when I hear someone say your name.
I hate how we were friends, but now things aren’t the same.
I hate how we don’t talk at night; oh the things you had to say!
I hate how I worry about you when you go away.

I hate how I’m in the past when I should look ahead.
I hate creating a distraction when I’d rather be with you instead.
I hate how I felt when I first heard your voice.
I hate how I want to hear it again; I wish I had that choice.

I hate the way you wink and that damn smile on your face.
I hate the girls you used to like; the girls I wanted to replace.
I hate your all your friends, some who are mine too.
And, I hate seeing something that reminds me of you.

I hate the day we met.
I hate the last day we’d spoken.
I wish you knew I hated you,
So my heart was a little less broken.