I know David doesn't seem like the kind of guy to do this, but I really want to be David's PA or something. I want to work for David. I'm not even kidding.
That would be such a fun job. I mean, I feel like I met my best friends on the night I met him and the other idols.
I feel like it can't just end there. I feel like meeting him wasn't the end of it.
I said "My life's dream is to meet David Cook" when I first joined this site. I never thought that it was possible.
But then I did. On mulitiple occasions.
I miss him. I miss David Cook. I really do. I feel like my good friend is gone and I'm sad. I'm thrilled. Stoked. Still high on life. But I'm totally sad.
He gave me the adventure of a lifetime and I'm young. I'm 18 years-old. I never even old him I was 18.
I should have. But I didn't (and I'm not looking for a relationship with David Cook. I LOVE my boyfriend).
David is a seriously amazing man. People love him. People are drawn to him. In a way, I want to be like him.
I want to be like that. And I think it would be the COOLEST job in the world to work with/for him.
I really want any job that would consist of me working for him.
He said so much that I could relate to and we had a ton of fun talking and even though I was EXTREMELY fan girly, I think he understood. On the 2nd night I was able to calm down a lot more, but not enough to keep me from wanting to stand there and squee.
There was just SOOO much I wanted to say. So much that I couldn't get out because I was too excited and didn't have enough time.
I know I'm weird. I just feel like it's not the end of me meeting David.
Like, I posted on here a while back that I feel like my life is just stuck in one place. But after meeting David, I feel like I got a glimpse of my future. It can't end just right there. It can't.
It was too lucky. Too coinsidental. The way it worked out... it was just too weird.
I met him twice. I was on the news over it. And the more I think about it, the more I realize it wasn't enough.
Sure, he's dreamy. But I've already found the guy for me. And I WANT David Cook to be with Kimberly Caldwell.
Like I said, it was like meeting my best friend.
I know I'll never be his "best friend", but he's given me a lot of hope for life and a ton of reason to believe that last week (a week ago today, actually) wasn't the last time I'll be running into him.
To be able to work for the man (I want to work in the music industry, but not as a musician) that I actually look up to... that would be just... wow...
I seriously look up to every Idol of this year. They all have something that I love about them. They're an amazing group of people. Beautiful, friendly, fun. And they all had a dream of being where they are now. For all of them it was unexpected, but a dream nonetheless.
And that's what this is for me...
Like The Classic Crime says, "Life is old, but so short. We are young. We want more."
So, David. If you (or MJ or Carly or any of the idols reads this) Pass it on to David, each other, just remember it yourselves, or keep it in mind. I'm serious.
Last weekend is not where I draw the line. It was too good to be the end of it... It was just a taste of what my life could be like... should be like.
I had a dream (like fell asleep and had a dream) about a week before the concert that I met MJ and David. And I DID. Why should it stop there? It shouldn't.
I get these gut feelings... And I stick to them.
That's just me.
I'd love to be in Tulsa for the final show. I doubt I will be. But I doubted SOO much and look what happened?
I waited SO long for my adventure. It's just too short to be over. Way too short.
My dream is not over yet. I've got a long way to go. But this is not the end.
